My Background
I've always been a fighter. But I've also been someone who deeply loves peace. These two extremes and two needs—to relax, to go inward, to find repose, but also to battle, to stick up for myself and assert my self-definition—have been at the heart of my journey in this lifetime.
I began this lifetime in a context of heavy abuse. The programming and manipulation, both from my chosen family and outside forces, put me into pure survival mode, where I remained for many years. As I grew up, I made a partial recovery, and my personality and social skills began to blossom. However, for this I paid a heavy price: forgetting my past, and my gifts.
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Eventually, I began to emerge from this dense fog. By that time, I had a college degree, which I had worked hard for but barely used. I also had a mounting pile of untreated trauma, huge confusion about myself and my place in the world, and this other thing: a nagging, hard-to-trace sense that there was something more here.
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The more turned out to be my interest and gifts in healing and spirituality. But in order to get there, I had to walk through my own inferno first. After a period of ardent research into the esoteric and paranormal, from UFOs to the deep state, I delved still deeper—and, shall we say, inwards—to initiate my own healing journey.
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I studied meditation and learned to quiet my mind. I started feeling energy, realizing that I could naturally transmit energy to different parts of myself as well as sense the tension and blockages contained there. It wasn't long before my curiosity, as well as some necessity, pushed me into the various branches of psychology, as I learned what modern Western thinkers and practitioners said regarding the human psyche. All of this went into the mix, as I became a student of the very broad art of human healing.
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But still, I had just scratched the surface. Remember what I said about forgetting my gifts? At length, these began to flood back. Actually, I had already started making forays into the world of extrasensory perception and intuitive ability. They were just tests and games I was experimenting with, but they quickly caught my attention and upended my heavily conditioned worldview about what's possible. Soon, however, I was turning my attention from myself to other people. Once I brought divination tools and spiritual insight into the picture, things really began to explode.
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The feedback was fast, as people were eager to tell me how well I was reading them and how much I had told them (and helped them!) in as little as half an hour. This was encouraging, but still I needed more. I kept studying, both the revelatory Cards of Truth system and other techniques. My spirit guides ushered me through this process, adding some multi-dimensional support to what real-life friends had been saying. I realized how quickly I was able to see what few others were seeing: not just details about a person's life, or likely timelines for the future, but the true sources of one's struggle beyond that. I became near-obsessed with the project of finding which tools I could use, which things I could say, which change I could create for someone. And, with the added goal of efficiency in all efforts.
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Because, here's the hard truth: resisting all suffering is as deadly as constantly embracing it. And I've always wanted to find the best, most direct path to true and permanent healing.
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Now, with the three services I offer—the targeted and curated Cards of Truth manual casts, the time-bending Guided Soul Meditation, and the deep and transformative Shadow Work Healing—I help to fill a niche that Earth desperately needs assistance with. That is, authentic and powerful healing that avoids the traps, avoids the fatal shortcuts, and goes straight to addressing us as we are: beautiful, scintillating souls transcending a damaged human existence.
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Thank you for taking the time to read a little about me. I wish you all the best, wherever your healing journey takes you.
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Much Love,
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Alex​​​​